Strange to go to play a game of football and look longingly at the hockey teams. But that's how it was. I thought maybe I should ditch the football and take up hockey again.
But that wouldn't be logical. I liked playing hockey at school but that was an eventual thing as the school did not have any organised football.
On the issue of organisation. I'm going to have to be even more diligent with the tennis. It's coming along but played and lost yet again in the journalist tournament.
As I contemplated yet another drubbing, I wondered about the approach to games. I have been looking at them as a way to stay fit rather than from the competitive side.
I go to run around and stay vaguely lithe rather than for the joy of victory. Am not sure when this change happened but occurred it has.
And that's no bad thing.
The midweek kickabout was on a small pitch and there were too many people, it meant passing the ball quickly. Only a few players were able to operate in the tight spaces, I was not one of those players.
But then I am used to the wide open spaces of 11 a side. But I have learned to move the ball on quickly so I wasn't a total jerk on the pitch.
Stayed in goal for a while too. Have to keep lucid for the doubles third round at the Roland Garros tournament.
Must try to think win.